I'm a damn pedophile, and I hate myself so much for it.I'm a male, 18 years old, who is mostly attracted to 4-13 years old girls. Every day I'm thinking about suicide, but I can't do it, because I'm that kind of person, who fucks up everything. I lost my beloved Oreo in February after 10 1/2 great years with him.

I just feel like no matter how much I try to love myself or be happy about something I just can't because all I can think about is the negative things people have competitively said to me. I'm a male, 18 years old, who is mostly attracted to 4-13 years old girls. I am completely devastated and well actually cant believe how insensitive people on this post can be This was my child and I see only darkness I dont expect everyone to understand but rather respect the grief... no wonder my dog was the best person I knewi know exactly how you feel. When this dog dies it'll probably kill me too.Trying to make pet owners feel guilty? He's my first dog and I didn't realise how hard it would hit me. But sometimes, I feel attraction to adults too, who are smaller, flat chested and so on. I just felt the original comment was a little extra was the only reason I commented . We are used to dealing with death and the dying. I feel terrible every day. My cat didn't choose to end his life, my cat loved me unconditionally, and my cat fought to stay alive actually beating death a year prior when the vet said it was time. The last of one’s freedoms is to choose one’s attitude in any given circumstance.”Note: By the time we are age 4 50% of our beliefs, attitudes and ideas about the world are set in our mind .By the time we are 8 -- 80% of our beliefs, attitudes and ideas about the world are set in our mind By the time we are 18 95% of our beliefs, attitudes and ideas about the world are set in our mind---these beliefs, attitudes and ideas are set in our minds by our experiences with those in our lives and everything we see or hear. just before we took her to be euthanized, my whole body shook.

GailIt can be worse, depending on the circumstances.

We were not prepared for the deep sense of loss, desolation and despair we felt. I am not the normal curve that you see on most guys, it is bent and leans and I'm so over it. My boss said exactly the same thing, " it's just a dog. I literally had to write notes for myself to go easier on myself. What Personality Traits Predict Psychopathy and Sex Drive? He brought me so much happiness. Everyone grieves differently and for dissimilar lengths of time. there are some stories in the comments that could be helpful to you. Dog don't have life outside of their own. So if I had the choice of keeping my cats alive, or their kids I'd pick my cats every day. I came here to try and understand my boyfriend reaction when he lost his dog . my dog was my child.I am 86 years of age and lost my little guardian angel in August 2016. I'm really really sorry I just have no where to go and feel horrible and I just have no clue what to do anymore it just sucks so badu don't have to be so sorry for yourself. Hating yourself, or self-loathing, is the feeling that you are just not as good as other people. There isn't a day that passes that I don't think of her ,and I choke up for awhile.

I feel so fat and ugly, I want to cut all the fat off my body I'm literally disgusted by it but when I eat it's like my whole mindset changes and I don't care and then soon after I feel so low. Get your answers by asking now.Country icon breaks own rule on political statementsCaddie's blunder costs golfer shot at U.S. I'm honestly so sick of myself. I tell myself it was the right thing to do but sometimes I wish I would have waited another day or week.I know how hard it is to loose a sweet pet. So it’s rude . When I look at myself in the mirror there are times where I just want to punch it as hard as I can and then >. I am 5'4 165cms, I weigh 12st 6lbs and I really want to lose 2 stone in four months or so for moving but am finding it so very hard to do. She was a Bichon Frise, and developed an abdominal cancer. when she got sick, she barely acknowledged me. Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It's hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself even if u can't find a reason, u will find one. My wife says Fluffer sent them to us. While I am selfishly glad I am not alone in this, I am sorry.

I literally can't help it, it's my personality. But the dog legit only has 16 years if your lucky . - Eleanor RooseveltYou've given yourself permission to believe what people say about you!Here are some action to do over the next 30 days.... and you will find yourself in a different mental state. He was ill and had to leave his people and I am finding it really hard. We wanted his ashes. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcutsCookies help us deliver our Services. You don't understand anything. I know how you feel, I feel the same way. I literally can't help it, it's my personality. He found me in my front yard when he was a kitten and decided to stay with me for almost 18 years. Not a person." And by the way, hatred is the extreme. everything about it hurts.